All I can hear is silence.
And the irony is that silence has a sound and the sound is only the ringing in my ears.
So it is not silent.
But it as quiet as it gets around here.
Sometimes I have to walk away to find somewhere to sit just so I can hear my own thoughts.
Some days are unbearable.
I can barely hear myself think and the thoughts I can hear are usually the screams.
The screams to leave this world and enter an un-life of eternal silence.
Where there is no ringing in my ears.
I sometimes wish people would just shut up for five goddamn minutes and listen.
Listen to the world around them.
To the world that is slowly dying.
To the world that we are killing.
No one cares anymore.
Life is sweet.
We have what we want, when we want.
We have cars and phones and technology.
But yet in all this creation we are murdering in order to achieve it.
In the end there will be silence.
And everyone will be forced to listen to it for eternity.